Back to Reality

OK!! I am back after 4 days of intense partying and immaculate inebriation. Along with it were the long drives and self-discovery among nature. I had a good time after such a long time. I really enjoyed my vacation thoroughly.

Back to Reality – still 3 applications left to go. I have to admit that I blew my Kellogg interview – I would say that the law of average played a role in this case – I cannot be perfect in all my interviews – some has to go good and some has to go bad. As I said before I cannot be a winner always, I need to be a loser at times.
The Kellogg interview was very sullen – one sided conversation as if I was speaking to a wall. I won’t blame the representative taking the interviews – he or she has 30 minutes to collect all the important data. And imagine doing the same monotonous job day in and day out. In that way, alumni interview is an advantage as you have time to indulge into some deeper conversations. Or maybe on-campus interviews are supposed to be like this. Other than that the visit was a blast.

I am suddenly realizing the indifferent attitude of my boss towards me. He knows that I have applied/am applying to business schools – so he has already counted me out from a project supposed to start next year. I don’t blame him; if I were in his place I would have done the same thing. But what happens if I don’t go to school?
It’s better not to think about it and hope for the best.

I am suddenly considering dropping Harvard from my list and replacing it with another school where I stand a better chance. I am still not sure what I should do. Will I repent forever if I don’t apply to Harvard? Do I stand a chance in Harvard if I don’t get an interview invite from MIT? Maybe I should only think about Kellogg and Wharton for the time being and do a good job with these applications rather than wasting my time vacillating.