Tuesday, February 03, 2004

I am Lost

I am not in my normal self for the last 24 hours – it is something so sensitive that I can’t even talk about it in my blogs. I am feeling very sad and shocked – it will take me days to recover. Good that I have at least Ria to talk to. It is always easy to pass judgments or form opinions when it is a hypothetical situation – but when it actually happens in reality, it is a whole different ballgame.

So this whole situation has taken my mind off the admission process. I can’t concentrate at work and have lost the urge to do anything. I thought that writing might be a little therapeutic in this case. Don’t ask me what it is because I can neither write about it nor talk about it. But it has nothing to do with Ria or me.

Life is full of ups and downs and you have to deal with it. I have dealt before with much graver situations but in this certain scenario I have absolutely no experience – so, I am lost.